It’s hard to believe that a year has passed since I started grad school. Granted, during half of this first year, my other foot was still at the junior college completing prerequisites necessary for the second component of my dual masters program. Life during this time was so hectic that I think I successfully blocked it out of my mind.
Once the fog started to lift, I realized I had forgotten important appointments. It had been 2 years since my kids last visited the dentist; this March will mark 2 years since my last ob/gyn checkup. I was supposed to get a mammogram sometime as well, but I’m not even sure when. The icing on the cake occurred while sitting in my Bioethics class and I received a panicked text message from my daughter that she couldn’t try out for the basketball team because her sports physical had expired.
But wait, didn’t we just do that? They must be wrong. They must have misplaced the most recent copy. Or maybe she forgot to turn it in.
The irony is that one of my degrees is going to be in public health. I should be on top of preventative health measures for those who are near and dear to me. Grad school has made me a hopeless flake. Not to mention more sedentary, with stiff hip flexors from sitting too long along and an annoying shoulder impingement from poor posture while typing endless papers and discussion posts.
While most people see the new year as a new beginning, I tend to view “the year” based on the school term. Indeed 2015-2016 was great because I started a new chapter in my academic journey, though I wasn’t sure what direction I was going and the sheer amount of thinking rather than merely regurgitating knowledge was an adjustment, though a refreshing one.
I finally found my focus and this is what’s going to carry me through to the end of this leg of the journey. Hopefully this newfound focus will trickle into the other aspects of my life which seem to run on autopilot, thankfully.
Although this short break between sessions has given me time to evaluate and improve, I have to remember: No one was sick, injured, or felt deprived, as far I could tell.
We survived, and we’ll just keep going.